26 Today!

How the heck am I 26? I can't be 26 already. At the moment all I can think its that's another year wasted. I know that sounds bad but I just mean I definitely didn't make the most of my year of being 25.

Don't get me wrong it's been an eventful few months and some big changes are happening, and I have managed to improve my work situation, which was desperately needed, but I could have done so much more.

Over the last few days I have realised I really need to spend some time working on me and figuring out who I am and what I want from life. I need to open up and come out of my shell I have been hiding away in and just show everyone the real me.

One of the things I haven't shared with the people close to me is this blog. Not because I am ashamed if it or really bothered what they will think, but because it is like my little hiding spot. My escape. Somewhere I can be me.

I now realise after about 2 years of doing this that someone I know is bound to have stumbled upon Just Julz at some point. Although no one has ever mentioned it to me.

So today I am going to take a big step to showing who I am to the people around me. I'm going to share Just Julz on my personal Facebook page and see what happens.

I'm actually crapping myself. I mean it doesn't matter if they all hate it but obviously I don't want them to see it in a bad way.

I guess because I have kept my blog completely separate to my personal life for so long the thought of sharing it now and people judging it is scary.

Who knows maybe no one will pay any attention anyway.

Just incase - To those of you who have decided to come along for a little nosy ,
Hi and welcome to Just Julz. Take a look around. It's nothing too special but please be nice because I have put a lot of time into this and it does mean a lot to me.

I know a lot of people just are not going to get it at all. That's ok though.

I just hope no one goes away thinking it's a bad thing. It's just me rambling on to the internet instead of bugging everyone around me with stuff they're not really interested in, or writing a diary.

Ok here goes nothing :)

Julz xx