Help!!

How do people get through break ups? I feel like I have tried to keep positive and stay strong and all of a sudden I can't do it anymore. I'm still not getting upset I'm just getting so angry. 

I feel like I am doing something wrong because I'm the one who doesn't have a life I go to work and I come home, thats about it. I rarely do much else. What the heck? 

I'm so drained it's unreal.

I just want to move on with my life but I don't know where the hell to begin. Obviously I want rid of this house but what then?

Part of me just wants to run away and start again but I'm far too much of a wimp to do that, and am in a good place with work finally, do I really want to give that up for the unknown? Not really.

I feel like I spend everyday thinking there has got to be more to life than this but I do nothing to find out what. 

Where do I start guys? What do I do? 

I just feel like I am going to explode. God knows my neighbours must be sick of my singing(screaming)! 

I don't want this blog to turn into a place for me to have a whine and a moan but sometimes you just have to don't you?

I just need to keep telling myself things will work out and meantime find something new to do, meet some new people or maybe even reconnect with old friends. Basically stop being a loner! 

Maybe I should place an ad .... Friends wanted haha!

Oh dear isn't life hard sometimes??

Now to face my next challenge...getting to sleep.

Night Night everyone!

Julz xx